And worst than that loving someone, craving them and having them not wanting anything to do with you. That’s the point where I think if be better off 6 ft under,
You can never understand what a person is to you until they leave. When they’re gone you just don’t feel normal without them, there’s a massive hole, something’s incomplete when you know you know longer have them.
It’s just always there. With everything. Every conversation, every person.. It’s always there and it’s always in the back of everyone’s mind, mine especially and I just want it disappear. Why did it even have to happen.
Having no one to talk to is shit